Tuesday, October 30, 2007 @ 12:06 PM
im weiming.
my dear.
Loving you is tough.
Loving you is not easy.
but i chose to persist on!

I LOVE YOU.

dLwM ; im weiming



Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ 6:28 AM
im weiming.
went to east coast park, jumbo's seafood to celebrate mom's bdae. all thx to elder bro! his treat, boss of the day. haa!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM~!!!

met up with minnie ltr, was abit awkward at first. we had a slight arguement yst! but after sometime, we're back to our ownselves agn. dose nonsenses & laughters! minnie.. you're still so LOUD & NOISY, i'm still tt IRRITATING. haas.


smelly feets!


MINE's.



dLwM ; im weiming



Wednesday, October 24, 2007 @ 5:11 AM
im weiming.
several queries recently.
no answers..
or perhaps, i knew the answers.
but maybe i'm just lying to myself~?

sometimes..
ignorance's a bliss.
choosing not to know so much..
might makes myself feels better.

people said i changed.
cuz of you.
as i had said..
let it be & let them be.

i'm sorry..
if you guys cant understand.
though i expect..
you guys would understand so.

but still utterly..
NO REGRETS
!
no matter what, you're my..
FIRST PRIORITY!

maybe i'm over-doing things.
loving you more than you love me.
so?
simply followed my heart.

don't know if i'm right.
don't wish to know also.
love's a gamble.
win or lose everything.

seriously..
hoping & praying..
i'll win everything.
i love you.


dLwM ; im weiming



Monday, October 22, 2007 @ 2:05 AM

i love my girlfriend.
by: ur girlfriend. :D
dLwM ; im weiming



Sunday, October 21, 2007 @ 5:55 AM
im weiming.
im coco!

turnin 3 this Nov.

got nth to do at home, so took random shots of coco. haas!


@ lau pa sat.

our shadows. haa!

simply loves you. enough said!

met up with minniE, my mom & grandma for dinner at "lau pa sat" last sat. after which headed to marina south while waitin for xf buddies.
rounded many places.. haunted house near botanical garden, ended up a waste trip. it was demolised, haa.


the BIKES.


the CARS.




the PEOPLE.

quoted to one of my best brothers. maybe i really had changed, but i thought u would understand so. to me, im still e same lee weiming. u're still 1 of my best brother eva!
dLwM ; im weiming



Wednesday, October 17, 2007 @ 9:27 AM
im weiming.
our horoscopes.

a friend sent me this email about horoscopes, finds it pretty interesting. so decided to upload & share! of cuz, with my "add on" OWN comments. haas.

CANCER - The Cutie. (-.-")

- most amazing kisser. (-.-")
- very high appeal. (-.-")
- love is of one kind.
- very romantic. (haas.)
- most caring person you'll ever meet! (thx! haas.)
- entirely creative. (i hope i'm.)
- extremely proud & random about it. (?)
- freak. (wtf?)
- spontaneous. (true!)
- great telling stories. (how come i din noe?)
- not a fighter, but will knock your lights out if it comes down to it.
- someone you should hold on to. (heard tt minniE~? haas.)


VIRGO - The One that Waits.

- dominant in relationships. (so fierce?)
- someone loves them right now. (of cuz! haas.)
- always wants the last word. (woah!)
- caring. (i want more lah, nt enough.)
- smart. (heh? so so nia leh. haas.)
- loyal.
- loud. (indeed real LOUD hurr, minniE. haas!)
- easy to talk to. (stubborn!)
- everything you ever wanted. (yeap! wanted her!)
- easy to please. (HAAs!)
- the one & only. (yea, my one & only.)

dLwM ; im weiming



Tuesday, October 16, 2007 @ 8:38 AM
im weiming.


ferLyn lim yan ping..
i hope we can really last!
i want more of your love & attention.

dLwM ; im weiming



Sunday, October 14, 2007 @ 6:20 AM
im weiming.started off!


13th October 2007
the official date.
we started our story.

i love you.
you
love me.
hope it lasts.
dLwM ; im weiming



Saturday, October 13, 2007 @ 1:15 PM
im weiming.
current mood: stressed up, confused, vexed, lost.. nothing goes right for me.


recently lots been happening.

one day, good.
one day, bad.
full of ups & downs between me & you.

i'm tired & exhausted.
maybe we should make things clearer.
a proper status that should be.
whatever will happen, it'll happen.

if history is meant to repeat for me, it'll.
if you're fated to be mine, you'll.
if we're fated to be together, we'll.
if we're not fated, nothing i can do to change the fact.

guessed it's time for me to face everything.
i'm real afraid, but..
i shall not escape anymore.
i shall not lie to myself anymore.

may happiness be with us.
hope it'll turn out the way i expect.
last but not least..
I LOVE YOU.. TRULY I DO.





dLwM ; im weiming



Thursday, October 11, 2007 @ 11:54 PM
im weiming.
finally went back camp to get my IC, haa. after 1 long month upon ORD, my frenz been disturbin me abt it. (AH LONG! i got back my ic liao hor! haas.)

lots of memories refreshed e moment i stepped back into camp.. dose "tekan" periods, all e sufferings & laughters. haa! after 2 long years.. got back dose lame certs nia!

but guessed i did make a group of good frenz lah, plus some reallie wonderful experiences. army's e place & time where boys turned into men!

after 2 years.. i only got this back.



my home for 2 long years!

jus got back home nt long ago.. was supposed to meet up dearest bf liyan & darren for billiard session but.. (guys, apologies k.) went for supper with minniE. marina south play game, photo hunt. den to Labrador park, she says tt place's kinda eerie. -.-" haa, a timid mouse. home sweet home!wished life could goes on like tis.. so relaxin.. so pressure & stress at all..

(p.s) to minniE: s0rry, noe u'r unhappy tt i mentioned abt her. it's e past le, no other meanings k! realisin we're gettin closer & closer, maintained lidat k. gettin addicted to ya.. as days & days goes by, haas. ohh yah, u're "MINE". love ya! =)
dLwM ; im weiming



Wednesday, October 10, 2007 @ 7:26 PM
im weiming. FULL OF DISAPPOINTMENTS.
this's gonna be an emo post.

time & time.
again & again.
repeating...

because of your friends, you given up on our date again.
went out job hunting for the whole day, looking forward to meet ya for movies in the evening.
just a phone call from your friend, our date's cancelled.

i kept my promise yah, i reached home before your destined time yah.
how about you? did you keep your promise then?
just remember this.. "a promise is a promise".

don't promise if you can't fulfill it!
don't break a promise if you had already promised!
get your priorities right!

what did i do to deserve all this~?
maybe it's my retribution yah~?
Ms Chua J.L, i bet you're laughing when you saw this.

seriously, i'm upset.
i don't like the feeling.
felt unwanted by you.

maybe now i know where i stand in your heart.
how much i actually valued & worthed to ya.
maybe i'm the one, whom should get my facts rite.

dLwM ; im weiming



Friday, October 5, 2007 @ 6:16 AM
im weiming.
went drinkin with "anthony lau & gang".. haas~! with dem.. always loads of fun.

anthony lau.. i fuck u!


he's a pretty boy!


kiat, me, anthony & hua.


(p.s) to minniE.. "can i've assurances from you~? seriously, i need IT. the neccessary assurances from you.. to prove that history won't repeat for me again. i cant take jokes when it's regarding me & him, seriously i can't. u always told me.. i know it best myself~? yes, indeed i really know it best myself, but can you prove it to me further? LOVEs.

u always hurt me e most.. when i love ya e most..



dLwM ; im weiming



Thursday, October 4, 2007 @ 6:14 AM
im weiming.
fetched minniE from her dad's place. 8pm became 8.45pm.. haa. sRy k~! minniE wanted to get a new bag, so went bugis to search for it. finally saw one after huntin for awhile, brown in colour. i chose it, haa. trust me, e guy whom sold it doesnt seems to work at bugis. he was a "fei zi" haa~!

thx minniE for e sausage! -.-"


went marina south pier, decided to explore its rooftop garden. very nice environment & atmosphere! pretty windy too, with nice sceneries. guessed we'll e youngest couple there? haa, went acarde to play photo hunt, seeing those "pics" again. well, tis time e pics will slightly betta? nt so harmful for e eyes, haa.


truly in love with you..minniE!


i looked so gay. -.-


sadly! coco & delby's nt allowed here. =(


went teck whye to collect minniE's dad stuffs, received Darren's call. met up at lot 1, got screened by SSB. -.-" head off to bukit timah railway mall for kopi..

chill out! qing & dong.


infamous mickey&minnie.


toliet break at shell.


decided to explore tuas, ahdong says there's a very nice jetty. sadly, we cant find it. ahdong forgot e way. ended up like "bang-ka-lahs" seatin beside e road! all credits goes to ahdong 48 aka xiaoding! haa, e pics shall explained everything.

drinks, chix pies, picnic ham, white bread.


eatin in e middle of e road.


"bang-ka-lahs spotted! chinese type.


e road was damn long & straight.
dLwM ; im weiming



Wednesday, October 3, 2007 @ 6:51 AM
im weiming.
"jealousy overtook me last night."

was greatly affected by the words "different" and "differences".

i know me and him are so different to you. can never compares the differences between me and him.

new words introduced by me for myself. "maybe~?" and "if~?"

maybe i should learn to let go abit.. creating more freedom and spaces for each other.

maybe simplicity doesn't suits me at all because it doesn't comes easy at all. complications might be better?

had already told you how i felt. if there's still no trust and faith in me, then i'm lost & confused.

dLwM ; im weiming



Tuesday, October 2, 2007 @ 3:25 AM
im weiming. an enjoyable day!
received call tis mornin from motorola SG, time to start work le. -.-" which means no more slackin.. no more late nites out..

nvm luhh! gotta enjoy myself b4 workin! dating with minniE, haa. supposed to meet her at 4pm, but i was late. 4.30pm den reached, apologies k. haa~!

went to marina square.. shopped ard. was lookin for a black top required for work tml, but sadly i forgotten abt it. haa, had dinner at han's with minniE. took quite afew pics, haa. opps! i realised smth.. someone's got a phobia with tt kinda special escalator! haas~!

wanted to go clementi's nite market, but received mom's call. smth cropped up last min, kinda disappointin news. smth bad happened to my beloved one, hais. minniE accompanied me, thx.

after tt "eerie place".. marina south. photo hunt, nice photos hurr minniE! haa, seriously they shd changed e pics lorr. haa, bad for e eyes.

met up darren, junqing, venom & liyan for kopi session ltr on at railway mall bukit timah. more updates abt each other.. especially mr boo~! head news lorr, haas. went rifle range rd, den home sweet home.

(p.s) to minniE.. i enjoyed myself today! hope you enjoyed yourself today too! more of such dates k? haa. as for e "accessories".. they really meant nothing more than just accessories to me now! i understand how you felt alright, im sry. =)


my shoes seems so dirty beside hers. -.-"



i'll neva let go...



favourite old sch game. point blank!



ghostly's kiss.



loves!



small pple ; small meal. =P



big pple ; big meal.



heh? candid!



yesh minniE, i noe im a glutton. -.-"



our "UNIQUE" order receipt. haas~!



saw tis pair of BIG HEAD baby mickey&minnie @ ms mini toons.



my loyal ride which serves me well.
dLwM ; im weiming



Monday, October 1, 2007 @ 12:53 AM
im weiming.
suddenly im so confused. mixed feelings. wad shd i do?

why does things always happened at e last minute..? when i thought everything was okie.. then suddenly something happened. disappointments & disappointments.. times & times.. climbing up till so high then fell, indeed painful. so close & near yet so far at times. hais~!

once again, e quote. "sometimes.. u don't feel e pain.. someone else's feeling.."

really just want to cherish you simply, but everything seems so hard for me. u know? u understand how i felt? i guessed u don't, hais. maybe i shouldn't had interfere or came in between you & him, guessed i brought it all to myself.

needa sort out my thoughts properly.. shd i carry on.. or just simply give up~? what if i tell ya.. im willing to give up everything just for your sake. will you do e same~?

FerLyn Lim Yan Ping.. i wannabe with you.



dLwM ; im weiming




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