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Thursday, November 29, 2007 @ 6:37 AM
im weiming Guessed everything of US had really ended. Leaving with only memories. u told me fate's the word, perhaps. "determination".. is what i told you. & what you told me. Leaving everything now to time. Let's hope so.. Life's back to friends.. BUT. i still miss you at times. i really do! dLwM ; im weiming Monday, November 26, 2007 @ 8:58 PM
im weiming. felt so unwanted by you. you proved me right, your promise to me worthed nothing. once again, i felt like shiet. awful feeling! im tired. if you chose to be so, i'll leave you so. 70% bf. 60% gf. don't wish to say much. don't wish to ask much. don't wish to think much. don't wish to do anything. you're just like that. i'll always remember so. dLwM ; im weiming Sunday, November 25, 2007 @ 11:09 AM
im weiming. from now on.. i shan't probe much. i shan't ask much. i shan't say much. i shan't care much. i shan't repeat. admired your character as a friend, but not as your boyfriend. i wished to have your character in our r/s, then i won't suffer much. 70% boyfriend, 60% girlfriend. YOU'VE YOUR RIGHT OF CHOICE. i'll always remember so. dLwM ; im weiming Friday, November 23, 2007 @ 4:06 AM
im weiming. girLfriEnd dropped over at my place this morning, went for interviews tgt. after so, we proceeded to plaza singapura. been quite sometime, i had eva been to e mall with her. walked & shopped ard.. east coast food centre for my favourite "beef kway teow soup". haas! Marina south arcade trying to "adopt" her another pair of babies, only managed to get one this time round. =P nvm. im sure we'll get it some other time! bro, wC called. met him for supper, indeed real long din meet up. lots to catch up & updates yah!     girLfriEnd, thx for ur company today. gladly enjoyed & appreciated it! hope u too..! loves~ dLwM ; im weiming Wednesday, November 21, 2007 @ 5:19 AM
im weiming.  just got back from supper with girLfriEnd, haas. thx for e frogs' porridge treat! yesh! we got back tgt somehow, thought abt "us" just now. thought abt things which wouldn't had come across your mind at all. thought abt things you told me last night.. would we really had a future tgt? will you really changed for me.. your attitude.. your mindset.. your thinking.. the way you treat me..? what if one day, someone better appeared for either you or me? frankly i've no idea to all my queries, you told me you'll try. I asked myself.. am i being naive or silly? am i just lying to myself? am i expecting too much from you? showed you stuffs of my ex gf, can see that you wished to do a better job than her. but somehow, you din noe how to express your loves. seriously, negative thoughts' all on my mind. i hope you'll changed my thinking, proved me wrong. i'm tired, i jus wished you could do more. no idea whether my decision's right or wrong, it's a huge gamble. i guessed time will proved everything dLwM ; im weiming Thursday, November 15, 2007 @ 5:55 PM
im weiming. ended! hais.
the previous post was a happy one. this post gonna be a saddening one. 13oct2007 - 15nov2007 eventually. we still gave up on each other. our happy moments really can't last? full of regrets. indeed im. why would things turned out like this~? why can't we last? i gonna miss our everything.. our games' sessions. chit chattin. roundings. pubbing. your hugs & kisses. your everything. if only.. i can hold your hands for one last time.. having you in my arms once again.. for 1 last time.. i love you. really i do! you let me learnt how to love a person truly. a painful lesson learnt! i know i do still misses you so. let feelings fade as time passes.. goodbye baby mickey&minnie. finding back myself in process. dLwM ; im weiming Tuesday, November 13, 2007 @ 10:19 PM
im weiming. one month!  ferLyn.&.derEk the 13th..
one month dated tgt! dLwM ; im weiming Monday, November 12, 2007 @ 2:27 AM
im weiming.  went marina south with girLfriEnd yst. it had been a long time since we went for our game. 5 bucks.. all it takes for girLfriEnd to catch the pair of baby mickey & minnie. her "first one dollar".. & her "last one dollar." haas! luck was with her yst nite.. she self-proclaimed herself as "mommy" for them den. -.-" haas!  my ride. my gurL. ferLyn Lim Yan Ping! never had enough of you.. nth but you. simple loves you!  dLwM ; im weiming Sunday, November 11, 2007 @ 4:56 PM
im weiming. i love you..!     it had been 1 week since girLfriEnd moved out.
she had a BIG quarrel with her mom. lots been happening. our r/s is full of ups & downs. rocky & unstable. nearly gave up on each other. a day's time to a month dated tgt. 13th. "closed" our gap.. stabled things down. hope things maintained tis way. as simple as such! i love you!!! dLwM ; im weiming Friday, November 9, 2007 @ 3:20 PM
im weiming.              chalet with "anthony lau & gang". had loads of fun! the pics shall explained everything. dLwM ; im weiming Sunday, November 4, 2007 @ 10:07 AM
im weiming. a splendid weekend!  met up with girLfriend yst afternoon, the weather was real hot & sunny. haas! went to get our names' stickers done on our helmet, lunch at tiong bahru plaza. mos burger.    headed back home, tired. slacked awhile before goin out for dearest grandma's bdae celebrations! a chinese restaurant named 'different taste' located at upper east coast road, frankurt ave. the food not bad lah, but cramped. haas.        after dinner, headed to east coast mac for coffee. chill out session with family members! haas. was too tired to go anywhere else. headed back home, slp. haas. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST GRANDMA~!!! *girLfriEnd, finally it's rainbow after the rain for us. thanks for accompanyin me to my grandma's bdae celebrations! din hear ur laughters after so long, i missed it. indeed LOUD, "small in size, but with a rather LOUD voice." tt's wad my family members said of you yah! haas. had a splendid weekend with ya! neva had enough of ya! more of such happy moments pls? haas. lots of loves! "i'd rather had bad times with you, than gd times with someone else." dLwM ; im weiming |
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